jesusOmar

Random Drunk

2010-07-08T20:58:00.001-04:00

Extrañando tu mirar,
tu sentido del humor,
el dormir mientras conversamos por celular,
el chatear hasta el amanecer.....

jO

Confesions 1.3

2010-07-08T20:42:00.000-04:00

You are awesome =)

--Chiquita

Confesions 1.2

2010-07-08T20:41:00.000-04:00

There is no 1.1
confesion because I
felt like writing
the same thing, yes
the thing I have for your hands.

And here's #3, I
can't stop making up
short movies in my
head imagining
the 101 possible things
you can do to me with them.

--Chiquita

Confesions 1.0

2010-07-08T20:38:00.000-04:00

Seriously,

I have a thing for your hands...

--Chiquita

Recuerdos

2009-10-23T13:57:00.000-04:00

¿Como olvidar, sin olvidarte?
Sin q mi corazón te extrañe.
Enseñarle a conformarse,
con el recuerdo del amarte.

Toughts

2009-10-19T01:09:00.001-04:00

Once again lost and confused. Searching for any ray of hope.

Wondering when will my time come.

--jO

Sabrás que no te amo y que te amo

2009-10-15T09:10:00.000-04:00

Sabrás que no te amo y que te amo
puesto que de dos modos es la vida,
la palabra es un ala del silencio,
el fuego tiene una mitad de frío.

Yo te amo para comenzar a amarte,
para recomenzar el infinito
y para no dejar de amarte nunca:
por eso no te amo todavía.

Te amo y no te amo como si tuviera
en mis manos las llaves de la dicha
y un incierto destino desdichado.

Mi amor tiene dos vidas para armarte.
Por eso te amo cuando no te amo
y por eso te amo cuando te amo.

Pablo Neruda, 1959

After all, Love is not enough

2009-10-13T22:22:00.001-04:00

You know, ever since my divorce, I have always wondered why Love is not enough. I kept thinking to myself, that maybe I didn't loved her enough. Maybe I didn't do everything I could. Maybe I just didn't tried hard enough. Today I find myself thinking that Love is not enough.

It's been 4 years, 2 months and 13 days since I came to P.R., add about an extra year to that from the time my life went to hell.

Since then I have tried so hard to please everyone but myself. I keep telling me not to fall in Love and yet, I keep making the same mistakes. Is it fate? Am I destined to be alone?

Why is it that if I fall in Love... no scratch that, I fall in deep deep love, the kind of love that you would die for. The kind of love that makes you do whatever it takes to make that person happy, to please and forget about your own desires and aspirations. Then why is it, and I have gone down this path for the third time, that is never good enough?

This time I have no one to blame but myself. Everything happened so quickly. Maybe I was so lonely, that I was lying to myself telling there was something more here. Maybe... Who Knows, all I know is that I was blinded by hope.

I am so tired. Tired of trying, tired of living, tired of searching...

I am so tired of wanting my old lifestyle back.

I am just tired of waiting to be loved.

jesusOmar

Sticky Note

2009-10-08T10:45:00.000-04:00

Note To Self...

2009-10-06T14:49:00.001-04:00

Sólo con una ardiente paciencia conquistaremos la espléndida ciudad que dará luz, justicia y dignidad a todos los hombres. Así la poesía no habrá cantado en vano.

Pablo Neruda

Out of Control

2009-09-30T23:44:00.002-04:00

¿Como puedo controlar este deseo tan inmenso,
que siente mi cuerpo por enredarse en tu cintura y saborear tu dulzura?

Ensueños

2009-09-14T09:43:00.003-04:00

Desearía descifrar el enigma de tus besos, y descubrir el trecho que me lleve a conquistar tu corazón, amarrarme a tu cintura y enseñarte el universo, cuando se unan nuestros cuerpos, cuando me sientas como te siento yo.

By jesusOmar & Medusa

Bored At Work

2009-09-08T14:44:00.001-04:00

Desktop September Work Edition
Originally uploaded by MAsKrA

Felt like sharing my work desktop... I like that wallpaper for some odd reason. KKTHXBAI

Inner fight

2009-09-08T12:48:00.001-04:00

This world is beyond fucked up. No one is ever truly happy. Those who have a great girl want out, and those that are out just want a great girl. And when by some random miracle a great girl finds someone that truly wants her, somehow the world manages to fuck up their existence.

Are we doomed to suffer in this world? Are we suppose to put up with all this shit, and hope that there is life after death? What if there isn't? What if this is it? Then what? We waste so many hours trying to do the right thing, well, some of us at least, and afterwards we feel like shit because the right thing is not what we want.

We sit idly hopping that the universe will align correctly and send everything your way, and when by some random chance you actually find something worth fighting for, we are to afraid to stand up and do everything humanly possible to get it, to love it, to cherish it, to fight for it...

El deseo de un corazón sincero.

2009-09-07T00:34:00.006-04:00

Que difícil se me hace pretender que no te celo.
Desearía poder arrancar,
de tu corazón ese tercero.
No es fácil soñar,
con un amor inalcanzable.
Pero aún tengo esperanzas,
De conquistarte y enamorarte.

Lenguaje

2009-09-06T19:18:00.002-04:00

Quisiera aprender el lenguaje de tus besos,
para entender este deseo,
el lenguaje de tus ojos,
para conocer tu alma,
y el lenguaje de tu corazón,
para explicarle que lo quiero.

L

2009-09-06T19:16:00.004-04:00

Que Ironía, quien diría, que por una letra soy tu hombro y no tu hombre.

Co-Autor L.

La falta

2009-09-01T02:50:00.006-04:00

Escuchar tu respirar, es la fuerza que me inspira.
El no poderte acariciar, la tortura que me asfixia.

--jesusOmar

Summer Desktop

2008-05-19T23:36:00.001-04:00

Summer Desktop
Originally uploaded by MAsKrA

Once again is time for my not so frequent desktop update. I do have to confess that I am not enjoying my time at work due to the fact that I have to use windows once again. I have gotten so used to my fairly new mac that I really don't like windows anymore.

Heh and I use to make fun of the mac guys before I made the switch... shame on me for that one.

January 2008 Desktop

2008-01-30T00:08:00.001-04:00

January08 Desktop
Originally uploaded by MAsKrA

I have updated my macbook's desktop for this month. And in hopes to laugh at this in the following years (nothing stays cool for ever) here is a screenshot of my current setup. Don't ask me where I got anything since I usually forget where I got my stuff from.

I have also just updated my blog's design. I doubt anyone cares but if anyone feels bored and has any problems with it let me know.

clasificados educativos 1st draft

2007-11-26T03:21:00.001-04:00

CE Logo
Originally uploaded by MAsKrA

Here is the first draft for a logo that a friend of mine needs.....

dunno what I think of it yet... Ill check it out again when is not 3 am and my eyes are more open :)

Mac Desktop

2007-11-25T00:10:00.001-04:00

Mac Desktop
Originally uploaded by MAsKrA

Here is a screenshot of my new Mac Desktop :)....

Yes I have finally switched to Mac and I have never been happier.

Update to Nocturnal's Cards

2007-11-23T19:16:00.001-04:00

I recently got me a new Macbook, and now that I can finally lay in bed and enjoy design I have started redesigning Nocturnals image once again.

This time I did not deviate far from my last attempt since I actually liked it. Here is a simple update and a bit more attention to details on what seems to be the final version of Nocturnals new business cards.

Blow With Me

2007-10-04T14:46:00.001-04:00

Nocturnal Business Card

2007-10-04T11:15:00.001-04:00

Nocturnal Business Card
Originally uploaded by MAsKrA

This is the design I am working on for Nocturnals new Business Cards. Not sure if we will ever use them or not but I actually like them so much I had to post them here to make sure I do not loose this one. Comments are always welcome :)

Ok so I am a geek... Sue Me!

2007-10-03T09:20:00.000-04:00

//**************************
// I Feel Like Shit Program
//**************************

#include rant

using namespace fuckitol;

int main()
{
cout << "I Feel Like Shit" << endl;

return home;
}

September Desktop

2007-09-12T15:37:00.001-04:00

September Desktop
Originally uploaded by MAsKrA

Time for some change in my Desktop, I moved from my dual monitor setup @ work to a single widescreen desktop. I kinda miss my dual monitor tho... any who I am bored so here it is...

Internet People

2007-09-11T16:33:00.000-04:00

Walter.... WTF

2007-08-27T16:14:00.000-04:00

Heh I usually don't read this but you gota admit sometimes they do get it right....

Lucky guess I errr... guess...

Aries

21 de marzo – 20 de abril

Tu estilo de vida cambia aunque no quieras. Te cuidarás más y sabrás regalarte más tiempo. No te desvivirás más por complacer a otras personas. Te complacerás a ti mismo. Tu vida social será menos demandante y de mayor calidad.

And some go to jail for stealing food...

2007-07-18T13:03:00.000-04:00

Time to re-invent the wheel...

2007-06-20T11:42:00.000-04:00

It is time for some much needed change in my career. I am currently planning on going back to school and study what has always been my passion, Art and Design. Seems that no matter what I do, I always end up designing something. Granted I am not very good at it since I have never studied for it, but given what I can do so far I think is a safe choice for me to jump ships right about now.

As far as my Love live, so far so good... can't give much more details than that :).

Work has been boring as hell lately... maybe thats one of the main reasons I am looking for a change. I don't feel challenged anymore and definitely feel unappreciated.

Well... I better get back to work. It just so happened that I am the only one here today... isn't life wonderful....

My Desktop June Edition

2007-06-01T11:48:00.001-04:00

My Desktop
Originally uploaded by MAsKrA

Ok since I am bored at work, and there is really nothing I want to do.... Here is a screenshot of my current desktop setup at work.

Enjoy

May Desktop @ Work

2007-05-14T12:48:00.001-04:00

May Desktop @ Work
Originally uploaded by MAsKrA.

I am bored, so here is my desktop for May 2007. This is my current setup at work.

2007-04-23T11:19:00.000-04:00

Saturday.... another awesome day.

I almost didn't go outside on Saturday..... but trust me when I say... it was one of the better Saturdays where I didn't do much.

:P Oh and is raining like a mofo since Sunday here in PR. I may need a boat soon if things keep going like this heheh.

2007-04-17T10:23:00.000-04:00

Life is good at the moment...

For those of you reading... life has been good to me lately. As you can see.. the regular no news is good news applies here. I have been to busy to post and I have not felt the need to rant or blow up in my blog like I usually do.

I need to buy a digital camera so I can start posting more pictures of my life. I also going to start saving to buy myself a Mac.

Well time to actually do some work....

2007-03-31T11:23:00.000-04:00

Remember Friday the 30th.

Placita ;) + 2 AM.

Good Night in all and all =)

2007-03-28T22:10:00.000-04:00

I am screwed....

I don't have words to describe what I am feeling. How deep and how much trouble I am in. I don't think she knows how far beyond my control it is now.

/sigh

Why is my life always so fucking complicated?

2007-03-16T09:14:00.000-04:00

Un Beso

Es que yo quiero que me dejes darte un beso
Un besito en tu boca azucarada
Para ver si así yo te convenzo
Y que estés de mi enamorada

Yo quisiera saborearme tu boquita
Cuando estamos en la pista aquí bailando
Alrededor todo el mundo se da cuenta
Que este beso si que lo estamos gozando

Si tu permites que yo te bese los labios
Sentirás lo que yo llevo por dentro
Y de seguro que no habrá arrepentimiento
Y solo en mi tu pensaras
Ya lo veras, ya lo veras, ya lo veras, ya lo veras
Por que?

Yo quiero que me dejes darte un beso
Para que veas que divino la pasamos
No seas malita permíteme ese beso
Para ver que después del beso que encontramos

Yo quiero que me des
Un besito nada más

Coro: yo quiero que me des un beso (4x)

Que me vuelva loco y me deje preso
Un beso, un beso nada mas
Te quiero comer la boca
Yo te lo pido, yo te lo rezo.

Mambo

(2x) Coro
Un beso, yo quiero que me des un beso
Tan grande que me llegue a los huesos
Yo quiero que tú entiendas eso
Y vuelve y te digo

Voz: Yo quiero un beso que suene, mua (3x)
Yo quiero un beso que suene mua, mua, mua, te gusta!

2007-03-13T08:41:00.000-04:00

Jayson's Wedding:

Well the parts that I actually got to be present for where awesome. I kinda missed the last 2 hours of it and everyone kinda noticed I was gone. But hey what can I say.

Ill try to find some pictures later since I didn't had a camera.

2007-03-11T08:36:00.000-04:00

Last night was amazing.

I am so screwed.... this is going to hurt one day :p But on the bright side, Condado Beach never looked more beautiful than last night :).

OMG I sound so gay rofl.

2007-03-01T14:26:00.001-04:00

WTF

(21 marzo - 19 abril)

Sé que hay alguien de tu familia que tiene unas ideas que no te agradan, sin embargo, ésta no es razón suficiente para ponerle mala cara o no quererle hablar. Además, no seas escéptico, confía más en las habilidades de los demás. Este jueves 1 es un día ideal para que tomes esa decisión que tanto te asusta, ¡Atrévete!

Oportunidad de hoy: Intuición.

Números de suerte: 8, 20, 32/837

2007-02-25T10:22:00.000-04:00

Holly Fucking Shit....

Kelvin "The Atomic Bomb" Carrion. I can barely type this,,,, this mofo got us so damn drunk last night or this morning however you want to see it.... that I don't remember half the night....

Damn I need a cold shower now....

2007-02-24T20:12:00.000-04:00

WTF is Love?

Last night I danced.... I danced like I have never danced before. I was actually enjoying what I was doing. We danced 2 or 3 Merengues, and when we where finished I wanted to dance more.

After I was done, I came home and my Roommate (God Bless Her) noticed the happiness in my face. She realize that for once I was truly happy. That for once in my lifetime I was actually glad of how the night turn out. She decided to teach me. She decided that since I loved dancing with this particular person so much, and since this person loves to dance so much, that I needed to learn more. So after I passed the fuck out in the living room, (Damn drunk people) She woke my ass up and decided to teach me some Salsa moves. We spend about 3 to 4 hours dancing. She taught me that I had to enjoy the music. I had to actually like what I was doing otherwise I was not going to look good wile dancing.

Funny thing about all of this is that I don't like dancing. I hate dancing as a matter of fact. I think is just a bullshit excuse for a guy to dry hump a girl. But I like this one girl so much that I am willing to change my ways just for her. I am willing to learn how to dance, I am willing to learn how to enjoy dancing.

Last night we had the most amazing connection. We danced a few songs (before I got my Salsa lessons of course) And afterwards we almost kissed. Our lips where closed to each other as never before. I have not felt this way for a woman in years. I have not felt this way for a very long long.... LONG time. She seems to be amazing. She seems to be everything I have ever wanted in a woman. She knows me for who I am. She knows how I can get real grumpy at times. She understand my jokes. How when I am really pissed off I don't really talk.

We have had our ups and downs already. Even tho we have not even kissed.... well at least not properly. But I believe deep in my heart, that this could go deep...... so deep, that I might be in trouble. I have this terrible feeling in my heart that she is going to destroy me. Destroy me like I was destroyed before.

Only time will tell. God only knows if she is the one to make me happy. As always things are not as easy as I would like them to be. I really hoped that she actually belives me when I say that I want her. Not in any sexual way.... but that I want to be part of her live. Part of her family and her future. Part of what a loved one should be. Part of her in more than one way.

I think I am falling in LOVE. And I think this time is for real. This time is going to be deeper, more complicated than before.

I really hope that she can read this. Since when I type my toughs out is when I really express what I feel. This is the only way I can comunicate to her how much LOVE I feel for her. And I hate myself for never been able to find the right words to say to her....

2007-02-15T12:37:00.000-04:00

On a Thursday February 15, 12:24pm, Wile sitting at my desk, staring at my computer monitor, with little over a month before I turn 30, I have just realize what my problem is. In almost 30 years of life, I have never had to work towards getting a girl in my life. Woman has always find me, I have been dating since I was in primary school, and 20 plus years later I can't recollect a single time where I had actually needed to seduce a woman. Not even my ex-wife. I never spent more than a few months alone before another one showed up. I don't consider myself a narcissist, nor do I think I was a bad husband/boyfriend to any of them. It was just the fact that it all came to me naturally.

Now for the past 3 years I have been in search for my soul mate, that one person that I have sworn to love and cherish, and to please in every which way possible to make up for all those years lost. My problem is easy to spot, though it has taken me over 3 years to figure it out. I don't know how. What is it that I’m supposed to say? How should I act? Should I just be myself? Should I try to mimic all those "Galan’s" from those soap operas woman love to watch? Should I tell them the truth about everything? About how I loved my wife and screwed up our relationship with every decision I made out of selfishness? Should I lie and tell them that I was just tired and married life wasn't for me?

Everyone keeps talking about marriage now days and my reaction is always the same, "they got me once, they will not get me again I will never marry again!" is what burst out of my lips. But my heart wishes to have someone to love, someone to argue with, and someone to cry and laugh with. The things I never did the first time around. I want to come home from work and sit on a balcony and just talk. Lay on her lap wile she watches soap operas. Wake up in the middle of the night and just stare at her. Am I wrong for wanting to turn back time and start over again? Am I selfish for wanting someone in my life with out caring who? Why is it that the ones I want are the ones I can't have?

Yesterday... for the first time in my life, I had no one to give a Valentines to. Since I can recall I have always had someone to spend Valentines with. Maybe I didn't take advantage of all those years, which I didn't do anything special, maybe this is my punishment for that, or maybe this is what Doctors call depression and I am just over doing, over thinking, over analyzing everything and I should just forget about it and continue my life with out worries. Drinking, Partying, Lying....

Happy Valentines To Me.

2007-02-12T11:51:00.000-04:00

I seriously don't fucking understand woman. 1 stupid joke and everything gets blown out of fucking proportions. I am so fucking tired of this game is not even funny anymore.

Everyone lies and tell you that they want you to be yourself but I tell you..... is nothing but LIES. Everyone wants everyone else to be their perfect little friend and no one wants to fucking understand that different people see things a different way. There is no tolerance in this world for different points of view and thats exactly why this world is so fucked up to live in. I don't care who you are or where you are from, if you want to succeed in life you have to 1) Kiss as much ass as you can on your way up, and 2) Back stab as many motherfuckers as you can on the way there. This is whats going to make the people around you happy. No not honesty, when someone asks how does this look on me, or what is your opinion on a subject, they don't want your honest opinion, No, what they want is to have backup, they want you to think just like them to be happy. They don't really give a damn what you think, but they want to feel like they are right no matter what.

Well at least I know that 1 person out there reading this will sure feel good that my life is not as perfect as she thinks it is.

2007-02-09T10:34:00.000-04:00

I hate Tequila!

2007-01-27T19:50:00.000-04:00

Puerto Rico's drug problem

Almost 60 murders in 25 days. What the fuck is happening in Puerto Rico?! High crime rate, high unemployment, high cost of living...and fucking low wages!

I have a cousin who finally got a job that pays her more, when I asked how much...$8. Eight crappy dollars! This is a woman who has a bachelors degree, a married woman with a house to support. Eight dollars makes it out to just $1,280 before taxes. That means she probably puts like $900 every month in her pocket. Her husband works in a store and the store is probably going to close soon. Between both of them they probably make like $2000 after taxes per month.

What kind of future will these two capable, hardworking people have? Sure, they might have their savings, but if her husband is laid off how long will those savings last when the prices of everything on the island are going up?

I read that prices for commodities have increased 11%. Have the wages increased 11% as well? No. Therefore, were is the 'average Pedro' gonna get that extra 11%?

As I read the news I can't help but be pissed that so many good people who are more than capable and prepared end up jobless or in jobs that pay very little.

Funny that people wonder why so many people have turned to crime as means to make a living. Let me create a scenario: You're in your 20's, you graduated highschool. The US government will pay for your education. Much harder to get is money for transportation, materials, books, clothes, etc. So, how are you going to pay for it?

Let's say that you do pay for it, you so graduate...Now what? Work 40+ hrs a week for a crappy $8 per hour?!

Isn't it much easier to work 4 hrs per day selling drugs making anywhere from $200 - $2000 pero day?

There you go. THAT is why Puerto Rico has this huge drug problem. It's not the reggaeton invasion (as some conservatives will have you believe), it's not greed, it's only the need to survive.

Granted, there are always going to be the bad apples who are inclined to crime. But the majority of potential criminals will be deterred if they have ways of making a good living.

If Puerto Rico wants to rid itself of the drug crime infestation is has to address the roots for the problems that lead people to crime. It's definitely not the music, not geographical influences, it's (in most cases) the only way to make ends meet - even if it means paying with your life.

*This was posted by GiGi at her blog.

2007-01-26T12:29:00.000-04:00

Hector El Father

w00t we are getting tickets to the BAD BOY concert tonight!!! For free!!!!

*feels the drunkness coming tonight >:)

2007-01-25T18:18:00.000-04:00

Argh High Season SUCKS

I need to get drunk....

I need to get laid....

I need another raise....

Damn I hate the tax season =/

P.S. This message was brought to you buy PRBug, PRBug where everything just plain sucks. (tm)

2006-12-31T00:42:00.000-04:00

Eliud's Wedding The perfect Ending to 2006

To end the year 2006, we had Eliud and Miguel, getting married. Both of them are great friends and I wish them the best...

Here are some pictures of Eli's and Debbie's wedding...

From Eli's Wedding

2006-12-31T00:37:00.000-04:00

Halloween 2006

I don't remember dressing up, and having this much fun for halloween since I was in middle school. But this year, I was Dr Doom, Dr Doolitle Doggie... bah you get the idea.. go see them pictures already....

From Halloween 06

2006-12-31T00:30:00.000-04:00

Next excuse to drink..... Jayson's B-Day :)

For Jay's B-Day we decided to take it a lot easier. We went out for Sushi and drinks. The highlight of the night was this Lara Croft looking girl that showed up at "El Cojo" where we went drinking afterwards. To bad we didn't get pictures of her.... I doubt they would have fit on a single picture tho....

From Jayson's B-Da...

2006-12-31T00:25:00.000-04:00

Another Party @ Jay's

All I have to say about Jay's parties is that his grandma can sure cook in the morning. And after drinking yourself to sleep waking up the next day to a nice meal is the best thing ever.

Here are some pictures of one of those parties :)

From Jayson's Hous...

2006-12-31T00:18:00.000-04:00

Gigi's B-Day Bash

There is not much evidence of what happened @ Gigi's B-Day Party.... some say that is a good thing. Anyways here are a few unconfirmed images of that day.

From BDay06 - Gigi

2006-12-31T00:10:00.000-04:00

Darla's Party

After Las Justas, we got togheter at Jackalope's Cafe, where Jayson and Monkey where DJ on Thursday's for most of the summer. Well... here are the pictures from Darla's B-Day party that was held there.

From Jackalope's

2006-12-28T21:53:00.000-04:00

Justas 2006

Ok so "Las Justas" is nothing more that college students competing against one another in some sort of Olympic type style thingy.... well at least thats how is advertised....

WRONG

Justas is nothing more than a bunch of college students + anyone else that has ever been to college, + the neighbor of those that have been.. + high school drop outs... + anyone else that wants to get drunk for an entire weekend.

enough said.....

From Justas 06

2006-12-28T12:53:00.000-04:00

Birthday Cake + Beer + Vodka = No

Ok few months later after Eliud's B-Day, it was my turn. All I can say is that mixing Beer Vodka and cake will equal to a very rough morning after. I still feel sorry for that plant. I don't think it will ever grow again......

2006-12-27T09:15:00.000-04:00

Eliud's B-Day 2005 a Heineken Jazz fest with out the Jazz!

Ok so my secret Santa forgot about me as you can see in my last post, but that was A OK! since Eliud's secret Santa brought him 2 cases of Heineken.

2 cases of Heineken *free from secret Santa
2 more cases of Medalla * 9.95 (before the IVU)
Getting shit face on a Monday due to Eliud's B-Day *priceless

There are some things money can buy... for everything else there is beer

2006-12-27T09:11:00.000-04:00

Xmas Xchange FTL

Ok this wasn's so bad, Xmas time 2005 came around, work secret Santa, gifts, oh wait... my secret Santa FORGOT ABOUT ME!

/sigh

Anyways here are the pictures:

PS: Lulu came trough tho, she made me.... err... something with a paper clip.

2006-12-27T08:46:00.000-04:00

Next Stop: More Drunken Stuff

After our Incubus / all the other drunken nights mixed into my last post, we decided to hang out a Jay's house. Not much going on here other than Beer/Tequila/Poker night.

Oh.. I've never game was awesome.... I think....

Anyways... here is that album from 12-17-05.

2006-12-24T20:27:00.000-04:00

The Year in Review:

During the next few posts, I will be presenting to all who read all those great times during this past year or so. It has been a rough year for me but after all a good year. Many new friends, many great friends and unforgettable moments. I want to thank all of those who have played a special role in my life, and have made this, one of the greatest years in my life.

To all of you I say THANKS!!!

To begin I want to take a look at one of the first few moments with my new friends. In November 2005, we received tickets to Incubus. Here are the pictures:

*Click on the picture to view the photo album

2006-12-13T08:46:00.000-04:00

Ok, is time to say hi to my old crew!!!!

2Tall, Jake, Insane, IIONNICC, Disco_stu, TOPO, Cyberduke, Bourreau, KRIDIFUR, JoyRider, Dissident, Janetarra, Sojourn and ALL the other Game Destroyers crew that made those years so unforgettable!

For those of you reading this and not familiar with what I am talking about, I use to host gamedestroyers dot com (not sure who owns that now) where me and a few other elite Mad Onions (whats futuremark today) use to hang out and play UT, Tribes 2, Neverwinter Nights, RTCW and many other multiplayer games back in 2002, 2003 or so.

Oh man good times... Good Times....

2006-12-12T10:58:00.000-04:00

iAm sick :( *sniff

iHaven't been sick in a wile...

iGuess I felt like posting... so BITE ME!

iHave nothing further to say

iPod

iMac

iSuck

iWant a Mac

Ok that was stupid lol

2006-12-02T22:25:00.000-04:00

So bored.....

There is nothing to do today.... I wanted to go out but everyone wanted to watch the boxing fight /sigh.

Oh well... movies it is tonight.

2006-11-30T14:06:00.001-04:00

I am swore... I am tired, and work is pissing me the FUCK OFF!

/end rant

2006-11-24T11:09:00.000-04:00

OMG Thanksgiving Movie Marathon....

Let me list the movies I've watched since Thursday.

Superman Returns
Volcano High
You , Me and Dupree
Accepted
Cars
Clerks 2
The Lake House
Break up
Banyard
Inside Man
The Fast and The Furious Tokyo Drift
Little Man
The Ant Bully
The Wild

WoW

2006-11-23T19:22:00.000-04:00

GG Eating Turkey and watching Japanese sci-fi movies FTW

2006-11-16T00:02:00.000-04:00

God Damn Internet Explorer....

Can't fricking understand CSS correctly. If you want to see this site with the correct format.... use a browser that works....

Mozilla's Firefox

2006-11-15T17:46:00.000-04:00

MAsKrA 2.0

s So So I am just learning CSS... and here is what I came up with.. 2.0 style even tho there is no real web 2.0 coding going on other that bloggers engine but anyways BITE ME GiGi!

Word of the Day

Learning is Fundamental

2006-11-13T10:04:00.001-04:00

GG Falling a sleep at work = the suck!

2006-11-06T15:57:00.000-04:00

OMFG I am pathetic roflcopter...

I was reading my blog over the past 2 years.... I can't belive how long I have put up with this shit. Anyways fuk been depressed... I have better things to do with my life than sit here feeling sorry for myself. Time to PARTAY and move on.

In other news my job rocks. I do tech support for a company that sells tax and accounting software for PR, and also do a bit of coding on the side for one of their applications.

In sports... errr I don't do sports.

In entertainment.... well... /dance

And tonights top story.... I work with a Monkey.

Word of the Day

Sickness Rules

End Word Of the Day

2006-11-06T13:32:00.000-04:00

I so damn depressed right now..... I feel like the robot from the Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy.

/shrug

2006-11-06T10:33:00.000-04:00

Bryan Adams

The concert this past friday was fucking awesome. Even tho most of my crew was missing =/ But in all it was the highlight of my weekend.

Peace

2006-11-02T21:22:00.000-04:00

This sucks...

Two of my Bests Friends here in PR are living. One left today and the other leaves tomorrow. Now this is not going to be the same. I wish they would change their minds but sadly both of them are going to be better off where they are going. I wish them both the best of luck.

2006-10-27T10:32:00.000-04:00

I am hung over like a MOFO.

More drinking coming up tonight!

2006-09-01T08:52:00.000-04:00

Looks like I am back..........

I am going trough out my usual Microsoft Hating periord.... so I am not going to be using msn spaces or live spaces or crash spaces or whatever they call them now days. The only thing nice about them is the fact that you can get notified of updates from your contacts.

I also installed Linux again, on both my laptop and my desktop. If I ever figure out how to get World Of Warcraft to run in Linux then I will most likely be a linux convert full time. For now.. I still gota dual boot...... Oh and I need to get my dual monitor setup going in linux.... somehow the simple tasks are usually the hardest.

Anyways enough rambling for today.... I am suppose to be working right now any damn way.

Oh.. and /cheer Insane, Jakel, Dissident and all my old crew. I haven't heard from any of you in wile so if you are bored send me some mail maskra at gmail dot com ;).

2005-04-28T09:02:00.000-04:00

Sorry I like the easy of use of spaces better....

So if anyone cares I am @

http://spaces.msn.com/members/maskra316/

2005-04-19T09:58:00.000-04:00

I have moved.... If anyone cares.

http://spaces.msn.com/members/maskra316/

I wont be posting here anymore.
Shit I probably wont be posting there either.
Not that anyone cares since no one comes here either :P.

2005-04-08T20:49:00.000-04:00

Worst Birthday Ever

This has been the worst birthday ever.... I dont even feel like talking about it.

I hate my life so much right at this momment. And on top of it all... the other day one of my 512mb memory sticks got fried. My laptop's motherboard is now officially dead. I am broke and sick and tired of Mc Donalds and B-K.

At least I got a new car :/

Word of the day

In the end... it wasn't worth it.

2005-03-28T13:43:00.000-04:00

I have been crying for to long.. and is now time for the pain to stop.

Maskra

2005-03-24T01:22:00.000-04:00

Life still teh sux

I am still around.... gota finish 2 books at school in less than 2 weeks now :(... I dont think is going to happend. My life still sucks... nothing has changed as a matter of fact things are now even worst than before.... but I am beyond the point of caring so its all good.

I have to much shit to do right now and not enough time. On the plus side I am on vacation this week... for the first time in a long long time I dont have shit to do from today Wednesday until Sunday when I go back to work. Thinking of heading to Daytona for spring break on friday :P.

Peace.

Word of the day

In the end nothing is good enough

2005-02-04T12:47:00.000-04:00

Aprentice = Torture

Argh... I have been forced to watch the apprentice @ school for the past 2 months... and it is getting really really reaaaaaaally old. I hate reality tv, and they use to call wrestling fake!

Word of the day

HA FAKE!

2005-02-03T11:17:00.000-04:00

I am exhausted....

I woke up today @ 10:15 and I am still in bed... I had no energy to get out of bed and go to school.

I need a fricking day off.... lucky I dont work today so I think this is it. I dont want to do anything to day.

Word of the day

Lazyness at its best

2005-01-27T10:16:00.000-04:00

Hey hey hey....

Ok that was cheeseyyy... anyways I am still around, busy as hell. Working Studying.. err I mean in school tho not doing much studying. Trying to fix my life. Everything is getting better.... I need to start a new site because I want to create something. I am feeling dull since I havent done a design in so long.

I am thinking of switching over to the Digital Design class once I am done with programming. Since I am not really enjoying programing that much. I mean is cool... but I dont think I can handle this daily.

Me and my girl are back together... thos she is driving me nuts with her jelousy now. But its all good. I am where I wanted to be.

Word of the Day

Ubuntu

2005-01-14T10:05:00.000-04:00

Still around but don't know what to post.

I am here... sort of... I have way to many personal problems at the moment and don't know who to trust or what to do. But I think is to late for that now. In other news I am planning on taking a vacation to Puerto Rico in March during spring break. I almost bought a new bike, and also tought about getting me a nice 2000 Toyota Celica. But I think I am just going to party with that money instead.

I also almost bought a 17 in Sony LCD with XBrite tech. Nice looking sucker but the 400 bucks price tag was not so nice. But well worth it. But again I backed out of it, thinking things might get better but boy was I wrong.

Anyways On the 7th of Jan I went to another Concert. Daddy Yankee, Trebol Clan, and Nina Sky where at the House of Blues. I had fun during most of the night until the end. That like always I get placed in second and get totally ignored because someone shows up.

And now I am rambling. Peace

Word of the Day:

Still Fricking Sad as Hell, Why doesnt she loves me?

2004-12-28T14:45:00.000-04:00

Happy New Years

2004-12-22T09:35:00.000-04:00

Word of the Day:

Hangover

Enough Said :P

2004-12-17T23:52:00.000-04:00

Bowling Night

Here are the few pics I could take this Friday Night when Keyla allowed me enough time to take a picture... Boy that girl is a handfull.

Edit* It has come to my attention that neither Jan or Some of the other guys Like Wanda and The other girl (sorry forgot her name :P) are in the pictures.... Note that This where taken with a camera phone and that most of them came out to blurry to use.

Here is Ashley getting ready to bowl

Here is Ashley Helping Keyla Bowl...... the one time I was allowed a break since that was my primary job :P.

Keyla won both games..... wonder why? Oh thats Super G on the right lane... with the green Lucky Shirt lolol.

Here is Keyla with Mara.... If it wasnt for her I would not have been able to bowl :(.

Here we moved to the Arcades... Nothing like a friendly air hockey game :D.

Super G close up.... ya he is getting his ass kicked by Mara ;)

And here is Mara kicking his ass :D.

Ya for the Record.. I did beat both of them... just the pictures where somehow confiscated by the cop that pulled Super G Over for going to work drunk.

Word Of The Day..

New Friendships

2004-12-13T14:18:00.000-04:00

Things not to say to a girl.....

Me gustaria conocer a tu Ginecologo, asi le chupo los dedos.

Translation:

I would like to meet your Gynecologist, so I can lick his fingers.

LOLOLOL

2004-12-11T22:34:00.000-04:00

Why?

Why I can't stop thinking about her when I know is over?
Why I can't stop dreaming of her when I know she's not next to me?
Was I such a push over?
Or was it simply not me?

To many questions are blowing my mind.
To many questions and only one answer
The one thing I can't erase from my mind.
That no matter what happends Ill allways love her.

By MAsKrA

Word of the day... Sad

2004-12-07T11:23:00.000-04:00

Argh... Bored*

Made it to class for the first time in the last 5 days..... and I am so bored I want to leave already. Haven't even opened my damn books. Oh well at least teacher is not pissed I missed those days.

But now with the exception of this comming up thursday I cant miss anymore days or Ill get send to the Deans office.... LOL I have never been sent to the Deans office in my life. Great time to start hu?

Word Of The Day.... Chatting

2004-12-04T22:51:00.000-04:00

It's not all bad...

Oh my god... I am so exited... an old friend of mine has just called me out of the blue. I have no clue how she got my number but I dont care. I can't believe she still remembers me. For once this week I feel happy. I now get to hear about all my old friends from highschool wich I hear been asking about me also. I feel like dancing. Hell thats what I am doing tommorow night I am going to the Roxy to dance! .. ok maybe not tommorow but definetly next week.

Word of the day...

Good ol'days.

2004-12-02T16:22:00.000-04:00

I feel like shit.....

2004-11-24T12:36:00.000-04:00

Horoscope:

Aries

March 20 - April 18
Life is an adventure; at least, that's the attitude you're likely to take today, dear Aries. Flush with past successes and basking in the affection of your friends, you're feeling especially confident and enthusiastic, and likely to consider, if not totally adopt, any possible option for your future - even if it involves taking off to an exotic land! More likely, however, it'll involve learning, and meeting new people who share your interests. Enjoy

LOL Funny... this is after I find out that my future prospective job is already planning on sending me to Korea for a consulting job first. I hope this works out well since I dont have anything else to look forward to so far.

Can you say Money Money Money? tought so ;)
O_o

Anyhow.. nothing much happening, planning on going out this comming weekend since I have nothing better to do.

Oh and been playing Vampire the Masquared Bloodlines... bad ass game if it wasnt for the fact that I am playing @ the lowest possible setting and still stu stu studers most of the time. Bug? or Crappy system? Ill say both.

In other news... there is no more news.

Word Of The Day...

C++ Traveling... sucky sucky five dolla.

2004-11-18T20:37:00.000-04:00

Tired...

I am fricking exhausted.. and I got to move this weekend. I havent even had time to play FFXI or HL 2 or Doom 3 or Vampire or NFSU 2 or any of the other games I have gotten lately...

In lighter news.. I think I am loosing weight damn it. I am not eating but one meal a day ... correction a night. And this is usually at 2 am in the morning lololol.

In scarier news... I looked in the mirror this morning... o_O talk about scary.

In stupidier news... why the hell are you still reading this?

In Advertising news... if you live near Orlando FL and want some decent rims here I got this for sale...

$400.00 bucaroos....
Have your people call my people and will do dinner ;)
Or just email me @ maskra at hotmail dot com.

Just replace the at for @ and dot for . DUH =/.

Word of the Day...... Bored wanting to P A R T A Y...

2004-11-15T11:34:00.000-04:00

Wild Wild West... err South ... errr South East

Omg This weekend was Wild I went on for 38 hours with out sleep and even after that I only got a few hours of sleep. 3 days in a row.... I took lots of pictures but I was so drunk none of them came out right lolol. Anyways Ill post the 3 or 4 I might have manage to salvage and post them here. And since I think Insane is the onlyone still visits here then you can see them =P.

On a side note stupid shoutbox seems to be working again. So shout away my aliens shout away.

Disclaimer
*No clue where the alien thing came from*

In other news apparently I did something really really bad this weekend... tho I have no Idea what it was but hey.. its always my fault. I know in my heart I have not done nothing wrong and thats good enough for me right now. *GASP* OMG Breaktrough.... I for once I am at peace with myself no matter what. =D

As you can see this weeks post is a half drunken post so like the good fellas at celebrity deathmatch use to say..

Good Fight and Good Night... err day err whatever what time is it?

Word Of The Day: ALCOHOL 120%

*Edit
Omg maybe I had to much to drink lol I could only salvage 4 pics and they are still not even decent lmao So here is my hand with 5 tags after clubbing ;)

This is my by now famous hand with a VIP badge on Saturday... less clubs more alcohol tho ;)

This is the stage... I think...

I have a shit load of pictures like this... shades of black. Or as I like to call them... To Much Drunkiness..

2004-11-08T22:28:00.000-04:00

This was a great Saturday Night.. Enough Said...

2004-11-07T14:15:00.000-04:00

Sometimes....

I swear sometimes life just isn't worth it. But last night... Last night I just didnt want it to end. I had so much fun, I dont remember the last time I had such a good time.

The Grudge was cool, funny in my opinion but hey thats what scary movies are to me.

Well now I am off to work... since I do that and it sucks.. but is seems to be nice out so It wont be so bad.

Word Of The Day is: In Mad Love

2004-10-31T10:38:00.000-04:00

BOO!

Enjoy Halloween.... I am dress up as a Captain ... oh wait thats only because I gota work =(.

Well Jenny's had her custom on for 17 years so thats cool. And Insane prolly hasn't seen the outside since he got to Switz. ;). So I guess is just me here.

Word of the day... Lonely

2004-10-30T23:11:00.000-04:00

Bah Day was ruined....

Well today was a complete mess... nothing came out the way it was suppose to. Hell nothing actually happend. Anyways maybe next week. Now I got a hole fricking 7 days to look forward to. This is going to be the longest week in history.

On side note things are finally looking up. Tho I am exausted I feel good. I am actually doing my work in school instead of just stearing at the screen. Maybe Ill finish C++ in the next 2 weeks.

Insane I hope your having fun. I am sort of having fun in my way.

Word of the day... Dissapointing Saturday. But a good one at that.